My Crossing Guard Decision


Being a school crossing guard on Provincial Highway 93 in Hillsdale is definitely not for the faint of heart. This spring particularly, I have really wrestled whether I will return to my post in the fall. Or not return. With each passing year, the highway is getting busier, and it seems drivers are becoming more distracted, more impatient and more aggressive. Plus there has been personal non-traffic things weighing heavily on my heart.

Not sure exactly when, but sometime over the past several years all four Hillsdale signs coming into Hillsdale from each direction were changed from “Hillsdale Welcomes You” to “Hillsdale…Please Slow Down”. There are an exceptionally high number of speeders travelling through our village.

The thought of being hit while on the job by a distracted and/or aggressive driver often goes through my mind. I do take every precaution to keep the precious children entrusted to me and myself safe. But when 55 year old school crossing guard Peter Clark was killed after being struck by a reckless hit-and-run driver while on the job keeping children safe as a crossing guard in Barrhaven (Ottawa), it hit me like a ton of bricks. It shook me up so badly. This was the 2nd school crossing guard killed in Southern Ontario in four and a half months. The following weeks I struggled to get up to the highway for my crossing guard duty. I knew those deaths could so easily have been myself. Even though I didn’t know Peter Clark personally, I was mourning his death, and hurting for his family who were grieving their devastating loss. I was even looking into the possibility of taking the train to Ottawa to attend his funeral to show my support to family and friends of Mr. Clark.

Photo from CTV article. It was provided by the deceased family of Peter Clark.
The death of crossing guard Peter Clark is not an isolated incident. Fifty two year old crossing guard Keith Brewster was killed in Hamilton, Ontario by the driver of a dump truck on November 13 2025. Canadian Occupational Safety photo.

When I was researching for this article, I found it extremely alarming that there is no system in place to track how many school crossing guards are killed or injured by drivers each year in Canada. Also nothing in Ontario. A Winnipeg Free Press article titled “Crossing Guards Face Life Threatening Dangers on the Job” mentions, “Local police accident reports often have no code to distinguish between school crossing guards and other pedestrians hit near schools.” Which means a crossing guard struck by a driver of a motor vehicle is simply entered as a PMVC, an acronym for pedestrian-motor vehicle collision. I try to not say the words, “I’m just a crossing guard”. But with the lack of tracking on crossing guard deaths and injuries, it sure feels that way. So I then went to look whether the United States has any tracking system in place. Nationwide they don’t. Only two states mandate that law enforcement track and report all on the job crossing guard deaths and injuries involving drivers of vehicles. They are New Jersey and Massachusetts.

Scene where crossing guard Keith Brewster was killed by the driver of a dump truck last November in Hamilton. Dave Ritchie/CBC photo. There are some heavy truck drivers that drive through Hillsdale within the speed limit and are focused on the road. These are often regulars that come through each day like clockwork. Many other heavy truck drivers do not drive the speed limit.
As Highway 93 is a major Ontario business highway, it is a main route to towns to the north for heavy truck drivers. A lot of heavy trucks pass through my crosswalk each day. Lots of loads of gravel heading south coming from large pits a few kilometers north. These semi trucks and trailers have Gross Weights of well over 100,000 pounds. I wrote another article that goes much deeper into truck load capacities. It is called “One Second“.

New Jersey has a population of 9.5 million, compared to Southern Ontario which has approximately 13.5 million people. As quoted from the very recent article “3 Crossing Guards Killed in 3 Years. How a Nice Job for Retirees Became Frighteningly Dangerous” from nj.com, “From 1993 through May of this year (2026), 19 New Jersey crossing guards lost their lives shepherding children to and from school after being hit by drivers who either ignored or were oblivious to their directions to come to a stop. Overall, more than 390 other crossing guards were injured on the job as a result of motor vehicle “accidents” during the same period, according to the state Department of Health.” Nineteen crossing guard deaths in 33 years for only one state with a population of 30% less than Southern Ontario. I shudder what the number of crossing guard deaths there would be if they did track the crossing guard deaths and injuries over 50 states and 10 Canadian provinces. With much better tracking of school crossing guard deaths and injuries in New Jersey, they now have a very comprehensive system in place called The New Jersey Safe Routes to School Program. Supported by the New Jersey Department of Transportation, it is a “statewide initiative with a mission to partner with schools and communities to prioritize and implement opportunities for people to walk, bike, or travel by other wheeled devices. By focusing on improvements to support active travel by youth, they believe they can create conditions that are safe, healthy, equitable, and appealing for all.”  New Jersey Safe Routes even has a focus group called “Voices from the Crosswalk” that offers resources and ongoing support for their crossing guards.

Active transportation is so important. I love seeing the children experiencing the freedom of walking and cycling to and from school. It brings me so much joy. Having a safe active transportation infrastructure is an absolute priority. Image Source: EcoSuperior.

In Ontario, there is no information available anywhere on the number of crossing guard deaths and injuries. Our dear police have an honour roll for those who have died in the line of duty. As well as firefighters and correctional officers. I have friends who work in each of these occupations and I have so much respect for the work they do. They face enormous dangers each day on the job.

Gutted to hear of the death of another police officer here in Ontario, who died in the line of duty. Constable Tarun Bali. The accused, 18 year old Justin Veronneau was charged with First Degree Murder (plus several other charges). He used a vehicle as a weapon to kill Constable Bali. Image Source: OPP Commissioner

I’m sure the lack of a system to track injuries and deaths of crossing guards has hampered efforts to develop better safety measures or even assess just how dangerous the job of a crossing guard is. I could not find the information for Canada, but in the United States under the U.S. Bureau of Labor, school crossing guards are included in a job category with road construction flaggers. The agency does not publish a fatality rate for it. AP calculated its own fatality rates for nearly 200 job classifications with at least 10,000 workers and 10 deaths in 2023 (the most recent year of available records). Crossing guards and flaggers were in the top fifth of deadliest jobs, the AP’s analysis found. Which is on par with power line installers and air transportation workers. It’s the only occupation in that top fifth that interacts with children daily.

The Biking Lawyer Dave Shellnutt was an assault victim in downtown Toronto that left him in a coma for 6 days. He had to learn to walk again and feed himself through a syringe. Biking on his 1st week back to work after a long period of healing, he was hit by a distracted driver. Breaking his wrist and elbow. Now a lawyer for assault victims and vulnerable road users who were victims of driver violence, he is also a tireless advocate to bring change to our broken system. I love this quote of his in the above image.

At my crosswalk, aside from most drivers going 10-15kph over the 50 kph speed limit, openly aggressive and/or blatantly distracted drivers are a minority. However they are a very dangerous minority, some of which I usually encounter each week. With as many as 1,000 drivers passing through my crosswalk each hour shift, all it takes is one to devastate a life and a family. At almost 68, I work hard to keep fit both physically and mentally for the demands of the job. The safety of the children is always my number one priority. The children mean the world to me. They are always so polite, kind and respectful. They are extremely diligent to follow safety protocol and will not step onto the highway until they hear that important second whistle indicating it is safe to cross. They are the reason why I get out of bed every morning. I look forward to seeing the children so much each day at the Highway 93 crosswalk.

A powerful message that resonates so much with me: “We ask everyone outside of the car to be safe so that drivers can be dangerous”. Image Tom Flood on Bluesky. Driver violence destroys families. Every year worldwide 1,300,000 human beings die each year as a result of road traffic crashes. Every 24 seconds someone dies on the road. An article I wrote that has more detail on this is “World Day of Remembrance for Road Traffic Victims.”

Driving is a privilege. It is not a right. In a perfect world drivers would treat crossing guard safety as seriously as the safety of the children they protect. Sadly, it is not a perfect world. When the speed limit through Hillsdale says Maximum 50kph, it means the maximum you travel through Hillsdale is 50 kilometers per hour. Not 60kph. Not 70kph. Not 80kph. Not 90kph or more. Speed kills. At those kinds of speeds it is an extremely vulnerable feeling for me to stand in the middle of the highway and desperately try to get a drivers attention to stop for the red light. From the website Road Safety Observatory, “Excessive or inappropriate speed contributes to about one third of all fatal crashes. The level of exhaust emissions, fuel consumption and noise increase with speed. Speed effects the quality of life of nearby residents, especially the safe mobility of Vulnerable Road Users.”

Image Source. To add to this, the heavier the vehicle, survival rates become even less. Stopping distances become even greater.

Texting and driving, checking your cell phone while driving is an extremely dangerous mix. It is under an umbrella that is called distracted driving. As crossing guard, it is incredibly disturbing to see a number of drivers using handheld devices each day. Distracted driving kills. The Transport Canada’s National Collision Database has distracted driving contributing to an estimated 22.5% of fatal collisions and 25.5% of serious injury collisions in 2021. These were all preventable. Texting is uniquely dangerous because it combines all three categories of driver distraction at once. Science Insights define these as visual (eyes off the road), manual (hands off the wheel), and cognitive (mind off driving).

We often think of distracted driving as just using handheld devices. It involves so much more. The Government of Canada, Transport Canada website describes Distracted Driving this way, “Distracted driving happens when a driver’s attention is taken away from the driving task because they are focused on something else”. Image Source. An article I wrote that has more detail on distracted driving is called “My Life as a Crossing Guard“.
Image Source: From article “Guide to Texting and Driving in Ontario: Fines, Consequences & Stats.

Texting and driving can also be covered under Careless Driving, which is also related under the Ontario Highway Traffic Act Section 103(1). It is a broader term and a more serious offense and means operating a motor vehicle without paying attention to the driving environment and other people on the road. Which is exactly what texting and driving is. If a driver is convicted of careless driving, they can face fines up to $2,000, demerit points, license suspension, and jail time if they injure someone.

Infographic Source Next Law.

Dangerous Driving is the most serious offence among these three and is classified as a criminal offence under the Criminal Code of Canada Section 320.13(1). Examples of dangerous driving include driving at a very high speed, particularly in areas with heavy traffic, pedestrians or bicyclists. Dangerous driving can include failing to stop at a red light or stop sign. It can be weaving in and out of lanes or driving on the shoulder of the road, or dangerously passing other vehicles (for example, on a curve or hill). Dangerous driving is driving while impaired by drugs or alcohol, and any other risky behaviours that can put your life and others’ in danger. Last fall, Ontario introduced what is known as Andrew’s Law. It was tabled last November 25th in response to the death of Andrew Cristillo, a 35 year old father of three. His three young daughters all suffered lifetime altering injuries. Andrew’s Law is the the toughest dangerous driving penalty in Canadian history. At a glance under Andrew’s Law the new penalties for suspected dangerous driving is a 90 day immediate suspension. Dangerous driving causing death is a lifetime ban on driving. Personally, I feel this new legislation is long, long overdue.

There is a huge difference between what drivers confess to, and what I might witness at my crosswalk each shift. Image from the article “The Frightening Truth About Dangerous Driving in Ontario.”
Stop sign at Albert Street West and Highway 93. There is even a wide strip of white to show drivers where to stop.

This next section has to do with the drivers of Hillsdale. The photo above is the stop sign at Albert St. West and Highway 93. Merriam-Webster dictionary defines a stop sign as “a sign telling drivers to stop and wait until they can continue safely”. There is a wide strip of white paint (it got a fresh coat of white a few days ago) just before the stop sign to show drivers where to exactly stop to check for pedestrians. As a reminder, pedestrians by the way have the right of way. We learned this years ago in our drivers-ed training. If we wanted to pass our drivers test we would make sure to come to a full and complete stop at the white line. The Highway Traffic Act does not specify an exact number of seconds that you must stop at a stop sign. What it does require is a complete stop, meaning your vehicle must come to a full and complete standstill before you proceed. Most driving instructors and officers consider a complete stop to be approximately 3 seconds. This gives you enough time to bring the vehicle to a full stop and check for pedestrians. If it is clear, then edge forward to check for traffic. If traffic is clear, then proceed safely. A very small percentage of drivers at my crosswalk come to a complete stop as outlined above. The vast majority do not. A stop sign does not mean blowing past the white line and stop sign, while craning your neck to the left and entering the highway on a right turn at 15kph. Totally oblivious that there may be vulnerable children inches away on the edge of the road on the right. I should not have to be running out with my stop sign to physically stop a driver who has no intention of stopping for the fixed stop sign when there is vulnerable children right there. It is plain common sense. Drivers of Hillsdale should know that during before and after school hours our precious children are on the move. Please drive with extra care. Please come to a full stop at our stop signs.

A proper stop also does not mean blowing past the solid white line and stop sign, and then coming to an abrupt stop only because there is a line of traffic coming. The driver here has completely blocked off the sidewalk. Walkers cannot get to my crosswalk station. An article I wrote on our car culture where poor driving behaviour has been normalized is found in World Car Free Day.
A turn signal indicator. Each vehicle sold in Canada is equipped with one.

On the photo above attached to the steering column is an amazing device called an “indicator”. A turn signal indicator when activated triggers a flashing yellow light outside of your car. It lets all road and sidewalk users outside your vehicle your intentions of which direction you are going. If you are turning either right or left off of Highway 93 onto Albert St east or west, or turning right off of Albert St. East through the crosswalk onto the highway you need to use your turn indicator. Please. I can then make the proper response under the situation to protect the children. I do everything under my power to keep the children safe. But I cannot read minds. Please use your turn signal indicator.

A bit of a review. I touched on everything mentioned above in this article, except the headlights. Also very important. Image Source.

Driving is a privilege. It is not a right. Getting the children who choose to walk and bike to school safely should not rest on the shoulders of one individual. It’s a community effort where we all choose to drive with care. It’s important to drive within the speed limit, come to a full and complete stop at stop signs and stay fully focused on the road. Our roads are shared spaces, and safety starts with each of us. The weather is very nice now, which means more pedestrians, cyclists, and families out enjoying the wonderful outdoors in our community. Not just in school hours, but all hours of the day.

The children are the reason I keep returning each fall. They bring me so much joy. Those graduating Hillsdale Elementary School this year were in Grade 1 when I started as the newest Hillsdale crossing guard in March 2019. It has been so cool seeing them grow up over the years. Always so honoured that Hillsdale Elementary School invites me to be a part of the graduation ceremony each year. I’ve found that the children whose parents walked them to school in the younger years are now walking and biking to school each day on their own in the higher grades. These two precious grade 1 students in the photo walk with parents to and from school each day without fail…rain, shine or snow. They always say to me “Have a wonderful day”. It melts my heart. 🥰
I’ll be 68 in 3 weeks times. Each passing spring has me agonizing more and more to come up with the right decision if I am capable of the demands of the crossing guard job for another school year. The safety of the priceless children of Hillsdale is always my highest priority. Psychology website Zimbardo has an excellent article on the psychological demands of being a crossing guard. It is called “The Psychology Behind Being a Crossing Guard“.

This article was written in memory of Crossing Guard Peter Clark, Crossing Guard Keith Brewster and the many, many other crossing guards killed on the job while keeping children safe by drivers. Their numbers who were killed while on duty we will never know. Because we have a system that doesn’t even bother to keep track of their losses. May they all rest in peace.

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